昨晚做了一個夢

我自己都忘了有多長時間沒有見過David了
之前發給他的短信他也沒有回我

但是昨天我竟然發夢夢到他了
夢中他做了他從來沒有對我做過的事情
他在大街上親了我

真的
我們兩個都不太喜歡在大街上親熱
可能我們都是比較悶騷的人吧
總是覺得這樣的事情應該在獨處的時候才做

不知道爲什麽這些瞬間總是特別想他
但是我再也不會找他了
真的不找了
真的

不要再傷自己的心了

Maybe

maybe i love someone,or maybe i just feel so lonely

do you remember

once we are so much love each other

today i send you message, you haven't reply me.

well, you always do not reply,yes you always do this to me

always hurt my heart

can i used to ?

could not believe it

i could not open my blog home page

but i still can edit new blog。

i just wanna said i fuck the Chinese government!

Hi

so long time no see.

missing here, suddenly.

many things change of my life.

and i think the most hurt is broken up with David.

i even do not know he love me or not when we together again.

well,maybe everthing will past by,just like the old time.


my beauty parlor tell me that i could not loose my weight.

no matter how small amount of food i eat, this make my heart broken again, well of course i tell nobody.

so i eat so so many today and haven't went to wrok.

just for this small things that do not work.

i wanna cry now.

yes, i am not pretty not rich,just a ugly fat girl, or just because this things make me not qualified to love?