I hate loving someone's feeling

Je pense à toi, tous les jours et tous les soirs.
J’espère que tu es toujours là, assis à côté de moi.
Je te donne le thé et je prends le vin.
Je te regarde en silence, tes yeux, tes mains, tes lèvres, ton sourire.
Aujourd’hui est le jour de l’amour, je veux disparaître avec toi.
Dis moi, dis moi, est-ce que tu penses à moi?
Si non, il faut que j’arrête, que je m'arrête avant que je ne t'aime trop

昨晚做了一個夢

我自己都忘了有多長時間沒有見過David了
之前發給他的短信他也沒有回我

但是昨天我竟然發夢夢到他了
夢中他做了他從來沒有對我做過的事情
他在大街上親了我

真的
我們兩個都不太喜歡在大街上親熱
可能我們都是比較悶騷的人吧
總是覺得這樣的事情應該在獨處的時候才做

不知道爲什麽這些瞬間總是特別想他
但是我再也不會找他了
真的不找了
真的

不要再傷自己的心了

Maybe

maybe i love someone,or maybe i just feel so lonely

do you remember

once we are so much love each other

today i send you message, you haven't reply me.

well, you always do not reply,yes you always do this to me

always hurt my heart

can i used to ?

could not believe it

i could not open my blog home page

but i still can edit new blog。

i just wanna said i fuck the Chinese government!

Hi

so long time no see.

missing here, suddenly.

many things change of my life.

and i think the most hurt is broken up with David.

i even do not know he love me or not when we together again.

well,maybe everthing will past by,just like the old time.


my beauty parlor tell me that i could not loose my weight.

no matter how small amount of food i eat, this make my heart broken again, well of course i tell nobody.

so i eat so so many today and haven't went to wrok.

just for this small things that do not work.

i wanna cry now.

yes, i am not pretty not rich,just a ugly fat girl, or just because this things make me not qualified to love?